i won't even bother commenting on the absurd judging. it doesn't matter what others say; we'll just accept it, work even harder and come back better than ever next syf. for mrs wong, for mr ng, for ourselves
there's nothing we need to prove, not to anyone; cos we're worth more than that.
Jun yue dui yi jia ren :)
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11:41 PM
Monday, April 02, 2007
it's been ages since i last blogged and i must say i really SUCK at keeping resolutions (are they what things i promise myself that i must do called?) So much for saving money! I've been cabbing everytime i get the opportunity to, i've watched 3 movies in one week, i've been eating non food court food (which is damn expensive and costly in the long run) and buying useless stuff, and planning to buy to more useless stuff somebody shoot me PLEASE. well, the weeks have been eventful. did i mention that i missed my final theory test cos i remembered the wrong time? gross shit right. i have such a pea brain (sorry for the lack of vocab) anddd, i also remembered the wrong time for my driving lesson so i made yy and bryan accompany me all the way to eunos for NOTHING! and the worse part is that both of them stay at the ulu parts of the island! i am so sorry friends! i guess i've more or less settled for accountancy at ntu. wait scrap that. i HAVE already decided (not like i can change my choices anyway) i just hope i dun regret it, and i hope the whole population of smart asses didnt apply for that. akjdfajknfvmajfvna! also, i am very sad to announce that i'm falling sick! first was that mean chicken backside sore throat that i had! now it's the continual sneezes and coughing I'M GONNA SOUND LIKE A MAN ANSWERING THE PHONE CALL AGAIN! omgg. speaking of which, the office is gonna be a very sad place to be in coming mid april cos many people are leaving. i am sad. (i sound so emotionless) annnnnd, SYF is coming! stayed over at band camp that day and i almost freezed while ms chew was comfortable and WARM under her sleeping bag which she didn't share with me but i should be thankful that she lent me her pillowcase in which i stuffed my legs into but my feet still felt like blocks of ice in the morning! anyway, the point is that i really really hope tj does well so guys, work harder ok! it's only 1 month left (im talking like people actually still read my blog) ahh whatever. i'm tired and i think i'm gonna cough again so i better go sleep. swo was good today. i'm madly in love with james barnes. *draws big hearts everywhere! omg, i almost typed warmest regards, i think i'm possessed by work. good night all!
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12:31 AM
Monday, March 05, 2007
hello due to popular demand (cuiyin says: can you please update k thx.) i am updating! haha.. there's really nothing much to say, since everything currently revolves around the A level results. Did better than expected, but still disappointing, though i can't really explain why. you're like stuck in the situation when it's like you can't really complain about it without accidentally pissing ppl off, but you can't help but look at that ugly grade and feel grumpy about it. oh well, i hope everyone's happy with their grades, congrats to people who did well esp to my dear twainoet; i'm proud of you darling! and you'll have my support no matter what you choose in the end. loveloves<3 other than that, alumni was cool. talked to timidy after band, and well i guess all i can say is that, i'm really touched by his sincerity and i hope everything will work out great for him, cos he really deserves it. haha anyway, chilling out after that with the band mates was even cooler (though for the 234255476773th time i had to listen to the guys talk about army stuff) but it kinda reminded me of the old days. Talked to neem about it the other day, and i'm glad things are becoming better (: swo was goodgoodgood today and i do hope future practices will be similar :) can't go next week cos of openhouses. I hope i can decide what i want to do by then. Haha left early for twain's sis's bbq and it was quite scary and intimidating at first but better towards the end. i think his family thinks i'm a kuku! ughh! i swear i totally embarrassed myself =( as disgusting as this sounds, i am actually looking forward to work tmr but not waking up for it. but i shall not make dear liming wait tmr! shall hurry hurry! which reminds me, its 1238 and time to sleep! good night friends! ( i think only cuiyin reads my blog still, so a special good night to you cuiyin! Haha)
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12:29 AM
Monday, February 19, 2007
hi im here to update since ppl (ie nicolas) hints that i have not been updating enough! Was supposed to meet up with Tchow today but then Jodi Picoult won so i stayed in to finish up the book and by then it was 11 and too late to meet up! Anyway, i just bought the final book, Harvesting the Heart, so now i have the whole collection yay! At the risk of sounding totally gay and deranged (as Tchow puts it) i still must talk about the book. The way she writes is so amazing, leaves you feeling totally breathless and overwhelmed at the end. She writes about two people meeting, falling in love, and while it seems totally fairytale like and i know it's like stupid to think it will happen but when i read it i really believe that there is a chance it will happen (not implying that i'm stupid or what) it sounds so imperfectly perfect if you know what i mean (i know not many people can understand what im trying to say) haha.. and it's like the way she describes the little boy they have, it's so real. I can picture him in my mind, almost hear his laughter. Makes me smile to myself and just feel like i'm actually there. And they have those sexual parts which she describes so beautifully and not like it's some dirty thing. It's like finding the right person and completing each other, rather than some like activity to satisfy the stupid horny males. Haha okay that's quite an unfair statement to make i think. i can just imagine twain protesting and defending the rights of the male population or something. How I wish i can write like her, or draw like Paige-- to draw beyond just the features, to explore and see something more. Ahhh.. I know i sound dumb and I know you're making fun of me I just cannot aptly put into words how I feel. okay i shall not talk about it anymore. Anyway, Twain is coming back tmr! Yay I can't wait! Speaking of which, I had an extremely wonderful valentines day this year with the exception of stupidghostriderwhich kinda freaked me out. Haha but it was totally embarassing cos i was talking to my boss when the flowers came then they were making fun of me! But it's pretty pretty pretty all the same so thank you darling! I love the musical globe and i know it must have cost a bomb! So sorry! I shall post pictures of it some time soon, i hope. Dinner at kyo-nichi was good, nothing too fanciful and not really what i expected (without the candlelights and romantic settings and all) but wonderful all the same. Spent the day rushing out the present but it was worth it, the look on his face :) Big thanks to yy suzanna and rachael for your help! heee (: Okay after two long paragraphs (in my opinion) i'm too lazy to update already! will be meeting dear vanvan tmr for breakfast. I hope by the time we meet it's still breakfast. Haha.. Happy CNY to all ;D
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11:27 PM
Thursday, February 08, 2007
I see everyone writing about their working experience then i realised i don't really have much to say about my work. It's not that it's boring or what, in fact, i really kinda enjoy it other than the fact that it does get pretty tiring like tonight. But i'm not like exploding with stuff to say about it. Or maybe cos i've already done that verbally haha. But unlike what other people feel, i actually prefer working life to schooling. I feel like i learn much more working cos it's like the line i'm interested in so i want to learn, more than i have to learn if you know what i mean. it's not like in school, oh i study this cos i have to do, i do that cos i have to. But maybe it's just me cos like no one seems to agree with me! But working also made me appreciate the freedom and flexibility i used to have. now it's like whatever it is, work comes first. then i have to squeeze driving lessons + netball (dun laugh thanks) after that, plus theres like this nv ending amount of work to do that i can hardly meet up with the ppl i used to see so often. I feel like i'm trying my best to balance everything then sometimes i guess i'm just selfish and kinda expect you to understand. sorry for the excessive complaints about the boring stuff. just felt kinda disappointed cos it wasn't the reaction i was expecting.. i know you're concerned and i appreciate that, i just dun need all the negative tone about it.. it's not like i wanted to.. im too tired to continue updating. think i shall go sleep if not i cant wake up tmr! good night all. i desperately want to cut my hair =(
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12:19 AM
Monday, January 01, 2007
I deleted my previous entry cos I realised how stupid I sounded. Haha.. First entry of the new year, I think I should just forget about setting New Year resolutions cos I nv ever follow them. I can't believe it's 2007 already lah! Jien and I were just talking about it today; it's like we spent the entire 2006 rushing to finish a particular "assignment" so to speak that at some point of time we kinda lost track of the dates and days and all. But I think it was a good year nonetheless cos I got to catch up with oLd friends and spend lots of time CHILLING and having SUPER HIGH parties. I'm glad things are good now, I like the feeling of just being comfortable slacking around and doing nothing, without the obligation of having to say something.. Though there's always this nagging thought at the back of my head, I'm glad to say that it's slowly going away. Haha.. Also, I made "new" friends! and well, lost some along the way too.. But I'm glad I still have my dear ultra soccerly mushroomy friend kaimin for me to talk rubbish to and listen to her nonsensical logic! Haha it's hard to believe that I spent the whole of year1 with a totally different impression of you (but short skirts nv change. Haha!) Also, I have my dear pokes, XT and Bernard (meanpoke) , whom I haven't spent time with in ages. Dear poke, if you see this, you've been missed too! When are we going out huh! I've got WHITE stuff for you! Hehe.. =) And there's one person that deserves special mention! And that's Mr QTz! Eh dunno if you will see this lah but thanks for EVERYTHING man I swear. I wouldn't been able to survive school without you (: And although it hasn't been exactly the smoothest through the year, and that mummy insists that it will get even worse this year, I'm glad that things turned out fine. I'd like to believe that everything happens for a reason and as Jien says, all things build on the past, become something better if you let it. And, I just wanted to say that I'm really sorry that I haven't been "letting it" Sometimes I may talk alot of nonsense, but I guess it's the insecurities and the uncertainty of the future so please be patient with me and give me somemore time, I promise to try. I know with faith we'll get through this. Remember; I love you just the way you are (: Okay, I'm not really good with expressing what I feel so I guess this will have do. Anyway, haven't exactly updated on my trip to Bangkok! I miss the place so much! Hopefully I'll be able to go back there next year =D But also spent quite abit shopping and eating there but the food is really really good! And I got pretty heels and accessories! Haha.. okok, I better end here or else I'll get smacked for talking about bangkok again. (and again, i'm not finding excuses for my laziness to update anymore :D )
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12:58 AM
Saturday, December 09, 2006
I shout, but no one hears. I cry, but no one listens. I listen, but no one speaks. I question, but no one answers. You call; I follow. You cry; I help. I question, but you don't answer. I search, but you're not there. Still, I keep listening, hearing and hoping for someone to just understand.
